Thinking about our Orange Tree
Hey guys its been a while! This year has been so much kinder to us. Still many bumps in the road. Still some heart ache. I look at them from as redirections from god. Just a nudge in the right direction, and a reminder to stay humble and know that not everthing is in my hands. He reminds me. He knows my heart and works through me. Today I wanted to talk to about regrowth. When we were in rochester, the LP tank ran empty and all the plants in our house died. January 2023 and it was below. The orange tree that I have had since I was a little girl died. All the leaves fell off and I was so sad. I just remember crying in the living room and feeling so stupid for doing so. It was a tree. My son was safe and home and he was going to be alright. And there I was crying over a silly orange tree. Now looking back I realized that it was such a tramatic event in my life, that it was just my way of unloading all the emotions from being home. And feeling the loss of the life we had